I have loved a man more than anything else a few years ago but pain is the only thing I got from him and a child. I never really felt he loved me the way I did but I couldn't see it coz I was blinded by my love. Now, everything is over between us, I have moved on. My friends told me that if ever I love again, I should not give my world to him, that I should have learned my lesson before. But hey, Ryzhen wouldn't be Ryzhen if Ido that coz this is me. If I love, I give it all. That if I hold back, the word LOVE wouldn't make any sense. Now, Im inlove again. It all started with a kiss on the top of my head that sent electricity to my body and penetrated every cell .. it was simple gesture yet it was full of love. It is the kind of kiss that sinks through your bones.When I told him that it was the best kiss, he just said "my love for you throughout the years was collected in that little kiss that's why it got you".And it really got me. It's been four months, our relationship got stronger the last two months when we faced and still facing trials that we meet on our way. Now, were stronger than ever. I love him more than I did yesterday. He's very considerate, kind, thoughtful and loving. He convinced me to get back to God whom I forgot. Our relationship will be guided by God so that it will never fall apart. He loves my daughter so much that he never thinks she's not from him. He even told me in one of our conversations that he might spoil her. He just shared to me his dreams and aspirations for the three of us. The dreams are so wonderful it hurts because it will take around 2 years before it will come true. How I wish the three of us could be together sooner. Im certain that our life would be very happy as long as we hold on to each other and to our dreams. I am SO happy I got him in my life. Life will never be the same without him.. I love you so much my love!! ^^ I am so blessed to have you.