I have loved a man more than anything else a few years ago but pain is the only thing I got from him and a child. I never really felt he loved me the way I did but I couldn't see it coz I was blinded by my love. Now, everything is over between us, I have moved on. My friends told me that if ever I love again, I should not give my world to him, that I should have learned my lesson before. But hey, Ryzhen wouldn't be Ryzhen if Ido that coz this is me. If I love, I give it all. That if I hold back, the word LOVE wouldn't make any sense. Now, Im inlove again. It all started with a kiss on the top of my head that sent electricity to my body and penetrated every cell .. it was simple gesture yet it was full of love. It is the kind of kiss that sinks through your bones.When I told him that it was the best kiss, he just said "my love for you throughout the years was collected in that little kiss that's why it got you".And it really got me. It's been four months, our relationship got stronger the last two months when we faced and still facing trials that we meet on our way. Now, were stronger than ever. I love him more than I did yesterday. He's very considerate, kind, thoughtful and loving. He convinced me to get back to God whom I forgot. Our relationship will be guided by God so that it will never fall apart. He loves my daughter so much that he never thinks she's not from him. He even told me in one of our conversations that he might spoil her. He just shared to me his dreams and aspirations for the three of us. The dreams are so wonderful it hurts because it will take around 2 years before it will come true. How I wish the three of us could be together sooner. Im certain that our life would be very happy as long as we hold on to each other and to our dreams. I am SO happy I got him in my life. Life will never be the same without him.. I love you so much my love!! ^^ I am so blessed to have you.

KUMPLIKADO

so how this will be? Uhm... this will be the first time i'm writing something about my lovelife ^^ i just hope none of my family members would read this hehe ^^ they're kinda mad the way things are going on with my lovelife. See, I have a boyfriend and we've been together for 4 months now... But honestly, he started courting me since 2003 I think. I kinda forgot coz he was just an ordinary guy for me before.. hehe Anyway, we don't see each other that often coz I am grounded. hahha 25y/o single mom and grounded. ^^ He came from a broken family that is why they dislike him. I guess they're just scared that he might leave me and my daughter in the future. How I wish they could give him a chance to prove himself.. Well, he doesn't really need to prove himself to other people its just that proving himself to my family would ensure peace ^^ between him and my family. He is a great guy. I have faith in him. Kung lolokohin niya lang ako, ndi na siya magaantay ng 7 taon para lang gawin yun. People should stop judging other people based from the family they came from. Why do they always look for flaws when the goodness is very obvious? Why doubt and not have faith? Ito lang masasabi ko, a few years from now, they would eat every word they threw at us.

Here I am..

Well well well... its been a while. I miss posting stuff here. ^^ The last time I wrote something here was when I watched New Moon, the sequel to Twilight and that was in November. Tomorrow, I'll be watching the third installment to the saga which is ECLIPSE. Time flies when your not doing anything productive haha. This is like a place where I stayed for some time and left. Now, I'm back to visit my grave haha ^^And its really really old you know. I kinda want to fix it and maybe change the design/layout but I'm too lazy to do it.