ryzhie- drifting off

its been months since the last time i posted something here. this blog isn't working anymore for me. im stuck in our house and unable to do the things that i love.. except reading. im close to reading all the books i've bought and by the time comes.. i won't have anything to read again. damn! life really sucks! im just lucky i have Amber who takes away the frown off my face. tonight, i'll watch the same tv channels. if i get bored, i'd get my brain cells exhausted to sodoku until i fall asleep. God! i am so, so frustrated. Good thing i got to watch New Moon a while ago, though i wasn't really satisfied. I really wish somebody would help me get out of this mess! Life's just so hard. Just don't forget to smile... always! ^^